And I'm blogging right now why?

Have you ever felt like you are trying to juggle a dozen and a half bowling balls, and you aren't really sure how or why you have these bowling balls in the first place, but you know that if you don't catch them all, something really bad will happen, so you throw them up in the air, all at once, and just try to catch as many as you can as they come barreling down, but you know deep in your heart that your efforts to catch even one is in vain and will ultimately result in a dozen bowling ball shaped holes in the floor of your bedroom because you never properly learned how to juggle, your right arm is tied behind your back and your left hand is horrifically mutated?

Me too.